When nothing but sadness comes up

I guess we share that too…

It’s not all rainbows and unicorns….

I was supposed to write today

There was so much I wanted to say

But I woke up, exhausted. Tired of waging a battle in a world that only seems to want to fight me.

I wanted to write something uplifting today.

But I feel as though I am buried beneath a pile of rubble that were once my dreams.

I wanted to share a story about about a happy moment in my life

But the only memories to come forth are the ones filled with regret and pain.

I wanted to share some wisdom today

But as I reflected on my life, all I can see is all the times I failed, because I lacked the wisdom to succeed.

I wanted to write something today that would inspire, transform, and uplift those who read it.

But I realized nothing say today would accomplish any of that.

And so instead, I wrote this.

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Making a commitment to writing at least once a week has proven challenging at times. The fear of judgment, not enough., not good enough. Will people comment, respond, like? Weighs heavily on the pen. So today I offer a peek inside my heart and mind and give you what I have.

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