Force of Nature

To say a person is a force of nature means the person is a very strong personality or character. In short, a person that is full of energy, unstoppable, and unforgettable.

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I am told, my birth was filmed for a documentary on natural childbirth.

I was a stunt baby, a stand in for another baby, who perhaps was having second thoughts about whatever they agreed to learn “down here”.

I clearly had none and came flying into this world ready to rumble.

Landing into the reality with lights, cameras and action.

When I met my children for the first time, they showed me exactly who they would be this turn of their play in this reality, and I clearly arrived letting everyone in my life know exactly who I intended to be.

Unstoppable and unforgettable.

Strong personality- Check

Full of energy – check

Tenacious and unwilling to yield – check.

Unable to receive love- check

Because no one loves a force of nature. We are destructive by definition and need to be tempered and controlled as early as possible, lest we destroy the narrative.

I’ve never been good at playing along.

I always asked the right question at the wrong time.

I’ve always questioned everything. And this has caused a lot of trouble for me.

I just refuse to play the game according to the rules.

When I was eight years old, in the midst of a deeply traumatic experience that would shape my entire existence in this reality, my Dad gave me a book.

The Art of War  by Sun Tzu.

Who gives an eight year old that book?

Someone who new I needed the skills of a great general if I was going to survive the war I was waging with this life.